Unhook the Wagon
Late one night, Terry stopped outside the door to my sewing/computer/guest room. He was not allowed to enter this particular room, because he can't help but damage things within his path. Previously he disobeyed my demand that he not cross the threshold and knocked the door off the lower hinge. On this particular evening, he waited in the hall, leaning his head into my domain.
"Can you help me?" he asked quietly, as though there was any question to my response.
"Yes, what do you need?"
"I need you to..." he started, with the rest of the sentence undeciperable.
"What?"
"I need you to..." he said again, with, once again, the remainder of the sentence trailing off into softness and blur.
"What do you need?"
"I need you to..." he repeated, with the same incomprehensible ending.
With that, I got up from my desk chair, crossed the room, and bent down to hear his request.
"I need you to..." he said again.
"Sweetheart, take a breath and break up your sentence. I can't understand you." Standardly, if he didn't follow the speech therapist's instructions to take two deep breaths, break his sentence into three or four word groups, and over-enunciate his words, his speech quickly trailed into soft babble.
He took two breaths. "I need you," he said, paused, and took a breath, "to unhook the wagon."
"The wagon? What wagon?"
"The wagon behind my chair."
I leaned over to inspect the back of his chair to see if some small thing was being dragged along. I couldn't fathom what wagon he could be talking about. A toy? We didn't have children. Where would he get a wagon I wondered.
"Honey, what wagon?" I asked.
Very quietly and tentatively he said, "I think there's a wagon hooked onto the back of my chair."
With that, I smiled and chuckled. I said softly, "Dear, I think you were sleeping. There's no wagon behind your chair."
"Oh...," he paused, "I thought there was." He gazed down at the floor, with a look of confusion and slight embarassment, as he tried to sort through the conflicting information. I could see he was trying to meld this new information, that there was no wagon, with his thoughts moments earlier.
"I think you must have been dreaming." I gave him a few seconds to ponder the possibility. "What were you watching on tv?"
He sat for a moment. "Oh, yeah," he said and gave a little laugh. He had been watching a show about Alaska. The people had been using a wagon. He realized he had incorporated that incident into his dream. When he awoke, he assumed he had a wagon, which he couldn't see from his vantage point, attached to the back of his electric wheelchair.
It was too funny! We both laughed. Over the next couple of days, we both made reference to the incident if he needed or couldn't find something... maybe it was in the wagon.
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